Sweetloverjoy, 45

There's a time in my life that I was hurt. I thought of being a failure. I felt so stupid and rejected. I lost confidence. I felt weak and it's like I was totally broken. I cried alone.... But at the end of the day, realizations hit me up. It's not about the pain that I'd been through, not from the scars I got, it's not that I am rejected, nor I am a failure... It's about being able to face the world after what happen, and being strong no matter what. I faced the reality, and I moved on. I value what I got and what's left on me rather than thinking of what was lost. Because of the experienced, I learned a lot of things. I'm shape to be better. I value my life as twice as before, love myself more than ever, know what limitation means, and become smarter . And as for me,.. a mixed of happiness and sadness, good times and bad times, laughters and tears, as well as achievements and failures, makes life as exciting as ever and as good as it can be.. Without it, life could be boring.I am human; I make mistakes but flaws are not the end of the world. Faults can be made favorable--- And I wanna find out how that works! I used to be a very sweet person, simple and innocent, I tried to be happy and bubbly, wanted to be smart, and wished to be perfect. Back then, I thought that life is all about having fun and experiencing all the best things it could offer... I was young, I believed in fairytale, and I was totally confused on what is real and what is just a dream. It never came up to me that dreaming doesn't always end up with a happy ending, sometimes it turns out to be a nightmare and catching up a breath won't be that easy. Life isn't just about good times. It is like you're riding in a roller coaster, sometimes you're feeling so high and in just a second you're down there, scared and worried, wanting to be up again and fall down and up...it's crazy I had a tough time coping up.