i am hoping to further my knowledge of the medical field past my current level as an EMT. id like to implement ancient shamanic healing techniques and demonstrate the gravity of their affect on a person. I have and will continue to search for enlightenment in my own consciousness and the collective, maybe some alien

i am looking for a woman that i can be completely honest with. i want her to be open to unbiased perspectives. she should be comfortable with proper use of medicinal herbs. i would prefer she have an interest in botany or nature. if she was an elf role playing chick thatd be straight too. because of my artistic side id like a girl who can sit down with me and collaborate a picture that we developed together. my ideal woman should be able to see me cry instead of me having to play macho all the time. i want a decent woman! who can love and be loved in the best of ways.
i guess im just searching,
how about you?